....and im back .

ive decided to make an effort and try to get back into blogging. I'm not much of a writer, more of a talker i'd say. Oh well, the idea of a blog seems nice and since im in a contemplative mood i'll run with it .
This year of nothingness seems to be coming to a close. It takes someone with a lot of faith to come out af a year like this feeling refreshed and renewed in the Lord, needless to say I have little faith. Don't get me wrong, I love God and desire to know him more and more... but this year proved to me that i do not trust him in the little things. I feel like my realtionship with him has become shallow and the depth i thought i once had was based on surroundings. I desire to be like Job and rejoice in suffering... and praise God when times are dry.